Downright Toxic

Bro I’m so tired. I literally feel like I can’t feel. I need to cry but I just can’t. It’s like I’m so emotionally empty. I treat so badly. I don’t self-harm but I allow myself to be walked all over. I’m so ridiculously in love with this guy. And he “likes” me back. But he’s my ex, and the reason I cut it off with him? He is extremely emotionally abusive. And just downright toxic. Every time we’ve broken up I’ve cried myself to sleep at least 3 times a week. And I keep crawling back to him. I’m so stupid and allow myself to keep hurting myself. But I don’t know how to stop.

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Anonymous